And Then There Was Joy

So I came here tonight to make a post asking for prayers for my upcoming cancer scans tomorrow at (220pm EST). And truth be told, I almost didn't.  I just feel weary tonight. Never the less, I hunted down this blog's password and let myself in... to see this post waiting on me already written for such a time as this. I feel seen. Ok, so yeah I know it really was waiting on me because I am a habitual procrastinator and I meant to post this ahead of my January 2025 scans lol...but I am an optimist and like to think I left it as a draft just cos God knew I needed to find it waiting on me today.  At any rate, it speaks. I read it and tears that I didn't realize I was holding in trailed down my cheek. So today, since my cup is running low, please take it, in its lowly entirety as my plea to please lift me up tomorrow as I once again rise to take Gods hand and step out of the boat in faith and onto the cold slab bed of the CT scan to check my cancer status.   I am sharing ...